Thursday, March 01, 2007
The Game and Life as I see it now.
Well, I'm waiting on a potential snowday tomorrow, got mixed emotions, its cool missing school then again I don't want to since I want to socialize and talk to this particular girl in my ancient history class. Whats this have to do with my views so far?
Since I left my private school I've grown tons, particularly in my paradigms, I keep getting something new in myself/game everyday its weird, I'm going start coining the term "revelation a day". But I seem to just see it now...I mean I use to think the community was good etc. Mystery was awesome, Style, I never hero-worshiped them but I respected them for being able to help me, which they have and haven't. The way I'm looking at the community now is its unnecessary there is a natural in everyone deep down, as demonstrated in my APB bootcamp a while back. People use lines/routines to hide behind so they DON"T put themselves on the line "sarge robot". They'll do anything and everything to avoid the real problem THEMSELVES. Yes..I will agree getting laid, makeouts, meetings are all awesome and can build confidence..hell I haven't had any, to be honest but I've made tremendous strides in my direction, LIFE. My end goal isn't instant results, its to become naturally attractive/charismatic. Now theres different ways to do everything such as going out every night/day which I don't have the luxury or willpower to. Then theres the one which will work directly on your beliefs, which I am. Everyday these days seems to be better and better, and old beliefs seem dumb, I remember kinda panicking to talk to the girl I mentioned before..shes not very social/quiet but cute I want to get to know her, if shes LSE well..I'll leave it be but I know she likes me so why not? I use to and to a degree now think its WEIRD talking to girls in school and being social, I haven't done any yet, but that..WEIRD feeling is going away and each day seems easier to talk, which I will. Its like chipping the old belief away. Now the main problem is logically I KNOW I get everything..hell I been making breakthroughs everyday knowledge and understanding but my inaction seems to be a challenge..its getting easier mind you.
This is a big ramble but my view summarized is TRUST yourself..you know everything you need. I'm working on it and well..its a process and its coming. In the end..be your TRUE self, be genuine, its not game its life, how you work the game is how you treat life its that simple..I want a honest, fun life which is an adventure everyday. Everyone is different but thats my view. Screw the lines..screw the masks, screw the crutches..put yourself on the line in anything you do, since it'll spill into other areas, like my inaction is outside the game..been working on that and its going away.
Best,
Dragon
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