Friday, March 31, 2006
2 Months and couting >:P
Haha.. Alright I'm in a good mood though I couldn't go out today due to work tommrow. BUT theres tommrow right? Hmm.. Lets not dwell on that- should be having fun tonight! Tao..
Well I personally like to give Stephan from ideaGasm props.. Strongly recommand his mp3 about approach anxiety on puamedia.com its GOLD. Now from tonight on I've got about 2 months before summer break comes, O man its so close I just wanna have some fun >:). Good times here on in, today was quite a nice day looking toward the week coming. Its a PU blog so lets get to some PU and get away from my good mood, actaully no- the mood stays.
With only 2 months of school, I'll be trying to make the most of it. I've got a lady already that I've been talking to that added me on msn from social networking- I'm aiming for a day2 with her. In that I also will be cold approaching alot this weekend. Man this is going be Fun- got wing also. Till then future and present PUAs, take it easy.
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Friday, March 24, 2006
Frame of Mind
Its really dawned on me this week that frame of mind is the maker or breaker of your game. Actaully lets make it simplier, I really do prefer the whole phrase "fuck frames" so lets go with that. Its how you percieve others and that correlates with how you view yourself. Its really been a battle in the dorm figthing people's same view of me from before, but its getting there. Me, doing this has helped me make a positive change in my view of people, though there were those days that I had to dump a ton of negative crap out of my head. Right now, as I type am in the challenge of keeping postive meaning no negativity or negative thoughts are going come to my mind if they do its going be out ASAP :). Seriously though its a good challenge, try it sometime. Well I've gotta do some work, take it easy.
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Focus
They'll be some changes on site as I keep adding and playing around. Anyways today I was out doing martial arts and I noticed that it takes alot of focus to get all the blocks etc correctly following the master. As I kept going at the end of class I was talking to the master about belts and the whole philospy of thier program since I was just looking into it. Nothing new but still a huge reality punch was the belts are used to keep the person motivated in thier journey of the art, keeping a postive attitude and noting thier advance. Now it was actaully funny since I was deleting old messages from my email and I came across this. Its from Tyler Durden enjoy.
"Here's a little piece of my reality.
Some of you will probably think it's messed up. Others will be
entertained by it. As long as it's interesting, whatever people
get from it is cool with me.
I'm browsing my mailbag, about to start another day of work. I
like to keep in touch with the kinds of concerns that the
average guy has.
While I'm reading about all the things that most chodes worry
about, it's hard for me not to be blown away. I understand it
in abstract. I used to have a lot of the same tendencies. But
at this point, on a personal level, I just don't relate.
Like, "Wow, some of these fools really lack focus.. They just
lack direction in life."
Most people walk through life in a trance, and rarely pause to
consider what they're doing.
Life becomes a reactive haze, where you just live through your
habits. Wake up, go to work, watch TV, surf the web, have a bit
of fun, go to sleep.
There is no proactive steering of the ship. Just emotional
reactions to things as they come up.
They have concepts of what they deserve. Their places in life.
Emotions that they can handle, and emotions that are outside of
their capacity to process.
That's MOST of society.
As creatures of habit, it's almost impossible to break day-to-
day repetition and implement a new routine.
And yet, it's that new routine that only makes a 0.001 percent
difference on a day-to-day, but ADDS UP over several years.
I turned 26 this year, and my life is very different than when
I was 22 or 23.
I feel my time a LOT more now. From the minute I wake up, to
the minute I go to sleep, I feel my time being drained from me.
That's FINE. But if it's being drained, there is a VERY clear
cut line in my mind as to what kind of things it's going to be
spent on.
Replying to long emails... NO.
Answering long phone calls... NO.
Dealing with drama... NO.
Gossiping... NO.
Dwelling on stuff that I logically know is dumb... NO.
Watching any TV or movie that isn't highly creative and
perspective-altering... NO.
Time wasting... NO WAY.
People who aren't living at a standard that I respect... CUT
OFF.
People who waste my time... BYE BYE.
This stuff is ALL cut out of my life.
If I sense this kind of thing going on, I get a retching
feeling in my gut and cut it off ASAP.
I wake up every morning ready to work. Another 16 hour work
day... I'm all for it.
To me, this is a RACE... a race against time... while the world
is choding around, I'm living my life.
Wake up.
Eat.
Gym.
Morning briefing with Papa.
Plan the day.
Work.
Work.
Work.
Innovate.
Work.
Work.
Go out and practice my skills.
Sleep.
Wake up and do it again.
It's WORK HARD... PLAY HARD...
When I do something fun (and I do every day), it's going to be
VERY FUN.
My life is very focused. I want to dominate. I want a LOT.
I understand that most people don't want this lifestyle. Some
people are probably just as happy, if not more happy than I am.
Whatever works for them works for them. But this is what works
for me.
In my mind, life is for the taking. I will continue to travel
to ALL the best places. I will continue to eat the best food. I
will continue to get the hottest honeys. I will have the most
talented people around me and meet many more.
I will dominate my environments and work continually to make
0.001 percent improvements that add up over a period of time.
At all times I have little projects on the go that to most
people would seem to be moving at a snail's pace. I have a
clear cut vision and am willing to do whatever it takes to
achieve it.
The biggest thing I have is MOMENTUM.
To the average guy reading this, it's hard to grasp.
Where would he start? It sounds exhausting...
Well, for a lot of guys it probably is. It just depends. There
are a lot of people who want all the REWARDS, but few people
who would actually put in the work. A lot of people say that
happiness is ENTIRELY internal, and if that's the case then
perhaps I'm doing things the wrong way.
I've been in that "I don't know where to start" position, and
what I did was JUST START. Then over time, as more paths became
clear, I had enough things on the go to give my life the focus
and direction that it has now.
A lot of people who see my busy lifestyle will immediately
condemn it and hate on it. They say that it isn't balanced.
Well, that's cool. But my view is different. And to be honest,
I don't always see these guys as being all that happy
themselves. They just pay it more lip service.
If I didn't have this drive, I'd be working a boring job and
coming home to some mediocre woman that I didn't want. Right
now I'm VERY happy, and more importantly SATISFIED living my
current lifestyle.
I'm in a hustler mentality. I want EXTREME FUN and EXTREME
SUCCESS. I feel that drive at all times, and I relate to guys
who have that same drive.
The average dumb sh!t that bothers most guys doesn't even hit
my radar.
Things like approach anxiety...
Or people doing petty nonsense to try to annoy me...
Or relationships that aren't working...
Or the inevitable temporary failure that comes before success
(even failure of things that I put massive amounts of work
into)...
Ummm... ARE YOU SERIOUS?!
I have such a hard time relating to how anybody could feel ANY
emotional reaction to this stuff - it's so OUTSIDE OF MY
REALITY. I see guys who have this and I literally feel like I'm
talking to insane people.
I'm playing at a different level. Unless something is BIG, I'm
NUMB to it.
Things feel a lot smaller when your vision and perspective is a
lot bigger..
So that's my lifestyle. That's why I don't get things like
"approach anxiety" or "one-itis" anymore.
I just don't have time for it! :)
Anyway, I'm getting back to work."
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
The Story
Well, well MARCH BREAK! :) Yes.. I'm probaly go to some clubs this break, going work on daygame definatly along with my other goals. But I just want to say I learned something in the church I'm forced to go to. Well life is a story and you judge how and what will happen in it, you need the conviction ( knowing its the straight truth and belief in yourself and PU) and able to be humble ( always open to learn). Definately opened another door to me. I've also done a bit of reading at school since there hasn't been alot of homework so heres the break down of a story.
The normal life - The main chracter always goes through a "normal life" before heading into the adventure
The presantation or option- main chracter gets option to go into "new world" but usual sleeps or sits on it till the...
Motivation- something motivates the person into going to the "new world, unknown" whatever you want to call it
New world- The main chracter heads into the new world learning the new rules, ideas etc.
Friends, Enemies, the hobo?- Its also during this time in the "new world" the main chracter meets friends, enemies, the hobo is my idea of the extra baggage they take in the new world (curosity, fear etc)
Gatekeeper/Obstucle- Its usaully after meeting allies and enemies the 1st gatekeeper will showup to stop the main chracter to meet his goal, now the main chracter decides what to do..
The journey- Its through this the main chracter goes through the good, bad, and ugly facing more gatekeepers but staying true to the goal with support from allies and himself.
Boss- Little game lingo here, but yes.. through the journey very BIG obstucles will come that the main chracter will have to face, its during this time the main chracter comtemplates what he'll do
Death- Its at the very end the main character has a emotional or physical death which will make the story seem to end, but through perserverence he resurects to reach the end
The Major Boss- This is the big gatekeeper the one with the special sword, knowledge, whatever.. Its been through the journey the main character will have to decide what to do, turning back or going forward.
The Victory - When the journey seems to end and the main chracter has the knowledge, potion, sword, whatever and returns back down the journey, to the normal world
LMR( Last Minute Resistance)- Just for fun, I'll use PU terminology on the way back this is where the Gatekeeper/obstucles have thier last chance to stop the main chracter/allies in thier tracks, this is usaully with all the big fight scences in movies, etc.
Home- The main chracter is back defeating the obstucles/gatekeepers with the special whatever, this is where he teaches others and goes back to the normal world matured
Now this really does sound like PU to me, but theres alot on the journey which people in general including myself ask if there willing to take the dive in and break down to the new world then continue the journey through fear, laziness, anxiety, or the hobo :). Right now I'm just getting story and movie popups in my head writing this.. All in do whos ready to make the journey?
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
Mind Over Matter
This relates in both PU and Life. The power of the mind when it is set on something can be decisively powerful. Its not so much of the mind though it can work miracleous things on its own but desire/determination. In PU if your determined to get a # close you'll get it no matter how bad but you'll still get it of coarse this is fools mate. Being able to harness the determination/desire properly though to succeed in PU and Life can do wonders. So whoever reading this (Yes You) should write down some goals they like to achieve in a certain time, and constantly refer to them, this could be known as affirmations to some. All do I'll write mine here, vunerable and naked as they be.
- # close ladies at school
- work expanding my interest
- to gain a postive mindset and reframe for everything
- cutting through fear constantly becoming competent
- get a GF or MLTRs going
- not caring of the result so much of the present as toward the future
Those are some of my main ones, that I'm working on at the moment. I encourage others to do the same. PU is not all life, those are sarge robots. Instead of building yourself for a great fall that you can't be yourself and filling that gap in yourself through women. Go work on improving your quality of life instead, PU, YOUR INTEREST etc.- All balance out. " PU should inrich your life not define it". So I'm following my goals, I'll keep all you dudes and maybe gals?:) out there updated on my progress. BUT work on yourselves the same time as I am, if you even put in a couple hrs a week, I think this will work. Nuff said, take it easy.
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